Monday, May 31, 2010

wait for you

IF only I had the guts to tell you HOW I FEEL,
I would HOLD you Forever and Show you THAT Im REAL,
IF I could, I would have KEPT all the memories that we SHARED,
SEAL it, Treasure it, and NEVER FORGET the times we cared.

But right now, I just have to let our fate flow,
Going towards the right path that we both know,
My ego stop me from expressing myself to you,
Because it might frightens when you know its true.

I wish we both could just hoping for the same thing,
As each day progesses, Happiness is what I'll bring,
You know we were made for each other, to be forever,
Hope you would give me a chance, Just dont reject me with the word NEVER.

You really made me worry when you treat me cold,
If there is a problem just let your mind unfold,
I always know you are afraid of commitment,
So do I, but I realize it you are the one after the time we spent.

As time passes us by, I hope we could be back together,
When it reaches the correct time, i'll say Love you Forever,
Right now, these feelings within my heart i'll hide,
Because im afraid the only chance will subside.

From this day on forth, I will wait,
For the right moment to tell you straight,
As i wait for eternity,
till your decision you choose is me.

You are the only one i love......in my heart ........

Thursday, May 6, 2010

my love for you

my love has not change abit for you ever since the first day i met you ......
somehow....life isnt just always goes the way I want......
sometimes...i really worried and wanna care bout you staying there alone.......
i really miss every moment you are with me....the way we spend our days each seconds everyday.....i never really forget anything

I miss you Jo Ann.....eventhough i know you had love or feelings towards other ppl......
2nd chances doesnt exist in this world...ppl change.....feelings change.....
5 years is just a number......my love for you isnt build for that 5 years but yet my love will be always with you till the day you reject it

I always prayed to God that if he only would give you to me......i would be the most happiest man in the world.....
I guess you given up on me.....When will i able to reach your heart again ? When will i able to see you again ? i do not know......but you would always be in my mind as our memories play back each night before i sleep.....

i reli am lonely here...even with my friends....i felt i lack something precious in life......LDR sux.....
im reli happy that you are doing well now....able to have many friends or lovers.....you does not eat one meal a day or go anywhere alone......

LIVE FREE AND LIVE HAPPY......when you need me i will always be there for you.......I LOVE YOU....and this are my last words.......