wait for you

IF only I had the guts to tell you HOW I FEEL,
I would HOLD you Forever and Show you THAT Im REAL,
IF I could, I would have KEPT all the memories that we SHARED,
SEAL it, Treasure it, and NEVER FORGET the times we cared.

But right now, I just have to let our fate flow,
Going towards the right path that we both know,
My ego stop me from expressing myself to you,
Because it might frightens when you know its true.

I wish we both could just hoping for the same thing,
As each day progesses, Happiness is what I'll bring,
You know we were made for each other, to be forever,
Hope you would give me a chance, Just dont reject me with the word NEVER.

You really made me worry when you treat me cold,
If there is a problem just let your mind unfold,
I always know you are afraid of commitment,
So do I, but I realize it you are the one after the time we spent.

As time passes us by, I hope we could be back together,
When it reaches the correct time, i'll say Love you Forever,
Right now, these feelings within my heart i'll hide,
Because im afraid the only chance will subside.

From this day on forth, I will wait,
For the right moment to tell you straight,
As i wait for eternity,
till your decision you choose is me.

You are the only one i love......in my heart ........

my love for you

my love has not change abit for you ever since the first day i met you ......
somehow....life isnt just always goes the way I want......
sometimes...i really worried and wanna care bout you staying there alone.......
i really miss every moment you are with me....the way we spend our days each seconds everyday.....i never really forget anything

I miss you Jo Ann.....eventhough i know you had love or feelings towards other ppl......
2nd chances doesnt exist in this world...ppl change.....feelings change.....
5 years is just a number......my love for you isnt build for that 5 years but yet my love will be always with you till the day you reject it

I always prayed to God that if he only would give you to me......i would be the most happiest man in the world.....
I guess you given up on me.....When will i able to reach your heart again ? When will i able to see you again ? i do not know......but you would always be in my mind as our memories play back each night before i sleep.....

i reli am lonely here...even with my friends....i felt i lack something precious in life......LDR sux.....
im reli happy that you are doing well now....able to have many friends or lovers.....you does not eat one meal a day or go anywhere alone......

LIVE FREE AND LIVE HAPPY......when you need me i will always be there for you.......I LOVE YOU....and this are my last words.......

roses and memories

you once asked me where to get blue roses.....i told u that it does not exist.....but recently i found shop selling it......

Remember you told me once, that im the most important person that keep you to move on......but i guess you dun need me anymore.....

your friends keep ask me to move on ......but how to move on without my soul where you still kept in u... i felt my heart is pounding slower each day.......

i love you for the rest of life......but would you want me back that is another turning point....

haha...my words end here......im blanked

i learned

i learned alot of things from you,i learn to love you more,i learn to cherish you more,i learn to set you free,i learn to be patient and i learn what does it feels like to lost somethIng that i can never able to get back !!!! thank you ,you make my thIs 5 years like im living in heaven.....but now i have to climb up and stand straight and make a path of myself........i wish to see u again ....one day .....and show u the different man i am..........u will always....always be in my heart !!!!!

not gonna blog for sometime

tmr i will be entering hospital.....wish me luck from gold coast.....i dun wan to make u worry bout me anymore.....

i never see u have so much fun before......

i have no regrets in loving you........see ya!!

sometimes

Sometimes chances comes only 1 time......i blew it off with everything i did or say......even I regret its too late.....

I should not let her leave me......haha...wat a childish words im saying now......
When a girl changes her love for someone....they will never love you anymore.......no matter how foolish things you tried will only push her to that person she love.....

I thought drinking lots of liquor would make me .....K.o and sleep........but somehow i still cant sleep.....i cried till i sleep......but every half an hour i woke up .....coz the memories we had was so deeply hammered in me......

I never regret loving you....never even one second.....

a few sentences in my memories

Because i love you....
Even if i lost you that night,
I will never forget you, because the love we used to had.

Everytime we exchange our short kisses under the moonlight,
affections would overflow with a gentle feeling that touch our heart.
Both your laughter and sad face, i had come to see them many times,
but that look which i saw for the first time still trule amazed me,
You always will hold the key to unlock my heart,
Softly, gently, my gratitude wont even reach your heart anymore.....

In the middle of this road that goes on endlessly, I wonder what are you thinking....
How are you doing ? How are you feeling ?
But don't ever forget, to let me stay silently by your heart

There was times that i used to mess around,
Hiding the pains in my heart, unable to release it to you that im afraid to hurt you,
Fully planning to become another boring plain adult,
but you always hold the "key" to my heart which make me feels happy,
I wonder if my word of "thanks" will ever reach your heart.

Looking back at the days we used to be togeher,
You are the one who filled my empty heart with happiness and take away my heartache,

I decided that I would always be the one to stand by your side in times of ssadness,
But Don't you ever forget, I will always love you and wait for you....

Even i lost you in this life......
I really will promise you that i will find you back in my next life......
I love you , Lau Jo Ann.....