Sunday, April 11, 2010

a reason to lose you

It has been days that ive been thinking what stupid fool i have been. Everyday is as difficult as it felt like im going to lose you. You are the first girl that i ever had ever wanted so much in my this entire life.

I learned to appreciate you more....i learned that i cant really live without you....i learned that i was so dependant on you.......i learned that i had actually took advantage of you not leaving me, i learned that i was immature.

With you at adelaide.....i truly miss the love we once had.....everyday has been a tough and difficult day for me to live my life. You are always there for me to guide me throught the hard times......I really miss you

It might be a little bit late for me, but i doubt that our relationship is that shallow, i doubt that the love in your heart for me is shallow. Ive been losing myself lately, assignments, classes and worrying bout you eventually shows me how important you are to me.

I often think that " Has God send one of his angel to me ?" , you are the best girl that ever treated me so good. I was the immature one that always take you for granted, didnt really give you those things you always wanted.

Everyday ive been walking like a guy without a soul......as part of my soul is kept within your heart when you left to Adelaide. I lost of your trust, hopes, love and faith in me. BUT if you could actually postpone the time, I will try my best to change into a better man for you.

I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY .....JOANN .......I ALWAYS DO

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